MELANCHOLIC EPISODES

So here you are again knocking into the deepest, darkest and the most melancholic slice of yourself. You come to this not because you want to or you need to. It just happened. Suddenly. Out of nowhere. One day you woke up and then you're sad and lonely inside. You feel empty. You feel like any moment one tear would fall which will be followed by endless of tears and flashbacks. You come to this not because you want to. You come to this because sometimes this sad character hiding inside you wants to have a taste of your mundane life. This character hiding inside of you wants to shower you with sadness and let you walk into the dark alley of loneliness and would lead you to the slums of 'what ifs' and 'what could have been'.

Now, the question is WHY?

Why in the midst of happiness and satisfaction that this life has to offer you choose to be sad. Why did you open the 'save box' of regrets. Why did you choose to cry alone in the shower. Why did you choose to let go of that one opportunity that you've been waiting for so long. Why did you feel like giving up. WHY NOW?

Maybe because you will always have this 'melancholic episodes' no matter where you are, who you are with or what you will become in the future. You will always have this phase and you will never outgrow it because you can't afford to be happy all the time.